1.Only The Strong
What makes you think that it'll all work out in the end.
Afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend. i'm
Immortal, immune to all that is wrong. just keep on wishing.
Crossing my fingers. so long. is this helping？ i'm growning
Weaker each day. can't stop whining.
Still afraid of what i might say or reactions, that control us
one and all.
It's mine, it's pure and as decent as i can make myself.
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive.
Why don't you think about that？
So now i'm bleeding on myself yes once again.
Seems i trusted another deceitful freind. my fault. should've
known the deal.
Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real.
Seems easy, but nothing could be so hard. trying to guess lifes
Dealing. what's the next card？ i'm surely folding.
I don't like this hand at all.
Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side.
Maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer.
To overcome the grieving of lifes unruly lessons. i'm handed
In sucession. it builds my pain which makes me strong.
Why don't you think about that？？
2.Payback
There's another reflection involved up in my mind
A wholeness that has just been lost
Striving hard for perfection but still nothing to find
Some value with a cheaper cost
And as i reach out to hear you the sound is so muffled
It makes a lesser man of me
So the only thing left to bring up to date is
You suck!
Watch me fall while i go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
Me then i'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me
I'm at the point of retraction and still slipping further
This place is getting worse for me
There's such a lack of direction and models to live by
No bright skies ahead of me
And as i reach out for your hand you turn and
Then wander
Why i simply just can't see
No separation of gender no difference in me
You're just leading me on and on and on
You lead me on and on and on and on
Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon you're gonna be the one that burns
Your turn now
3.My Letter
This is my letter to you
We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then
But now you question who i am.
Who i am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. it's been rough for me
Thinking all night. about the places i'd be
If i maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if i might, express one concern it seems an
Issue. all day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
Not for me
It's so confusing when i look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No
One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again
4.Whole
5.Get Up Again
Here we go again
A very temperamental process, beginning with
All of our excess
Affecting our very own ingest, this side of
You is speechless
Overwhelmed with an abscess, creating new diseases
And infecting whomever it pleases, we've been
Living this way for too long, too long
Then i noticed a difference, in the way that i
Saw other insects
Who were living a life of indulgence, sheltered
By their parents
Such an unlucky existence, not given a
Chance to experience
And make their own decisions, i wouldn't trade
My own mistakes at all
Reach out your hands
Out for the ones who, aid when the going gets rough
Until the end.
These are the ones who, help when the times get tough
And times will get tough.
Get up again.
Times will get tough.
Get up again
Here it comes once again
6.Amendment
Come on and brace your face
Engulfed up in the rat race we hold our futures down
So just resist the plot and find the answer
Etched eternal
As we self destruct
Day by day
One by one
More example of disrespect
That you seem to offer no more than complete neglect
A generation with fate all tied
This aint a game
We dont enjoy this ride
Try to perceive the lie
All caught up in your own high
Opinions of yourself
Should be concerned about your life
Theres been enough strife to crash a persons hope
And as the days delay our every other move
We've been consumed by apathy
Thats right
It has become a pain
Inside my brain is screaming
Look what you've done to me
Break
Its just the break we're givin em
Break
Its just the break that you`re givn' em
Break
Layed to waste out in the open
Turned away once again
This isn't right
This ain't supposed to happen
Now life's too short
We shouldn't have to die
And i have had to stop all of my emotions
Why
Oh bittering faith escapes agian, agian
Just look at what we have done
Will you look at who we've become
Priorities astray
It goes on and on each day
We've wrecked their only try
And still we wonder why
We're recipients
Of hate motherfucker
Break your back
Just once and then you know
You gotta
Face your fright
That's right
Yeah
With your five second morals and your three second smile
You just
Face your fright
That's right
Yeah
With your five second morals and your three second smile
You just
Face your fright
That's right
Yeah
With your five second morals and your three second smile
You just
Face your fright
That's right
Yeah
With your five second morals and your three second smile
You just
7.Scheme
8.What I Have To Do
Well it seems as though everyone's been led astray far away
from.
From what we know, still can't find a reason or
The right words to say. it'll be ok.
Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong.
It's the only trial so far, as the verdict falls down you still
break away.
Caught up in a social degradation, you can't even see the truth.
We're only half as good at personal relations, look around and
see the proof.
Only a few of us go in the right direction, even though we're
singled out.
It's the only thing that keeps
Me alive, i do what i have to do.
How was i to know, force fed corporate trials each day, every
single day.
But we must grow, echoing the single most thing in the way.
Not slipping, still drifting, falling one step further from the
norm.
What is the norm？ not living, longing, trying so much
Harder than before. what if i, what if i run far away？
Would i still be seen the same？ break away.
It's what i want.
9.Inner Strength
10.Best I Am
Long.
I`ve been running away for far too long
Afraid of what
Afraid of what i know is soon to come
I may not be much of an example right now
But i can give you all of my knowledge on how
To get along in this place
Right now all i can say
Is that i will do the best that i can
To be a good example of man
I know one day that you`ll understand
You deserve the best that i am
You deserve the best that i am
It`s so hard
So hard to think about when i was child
So angry at life
I blamed the world for such a long long time
But things happened so quickly
Some people just go
I needed answers to heal me
I wanted to know how to get by
And now its my turn to say
This is all for you
Everything in this world
Everything in my world
Everything in your world
Things wont always go right in this life
Theres always changes
We`ll make it
11.Out Of Whack
12.Reliance
13.One More Time
There must be something you can recommend.
I've lost my faith in man again
So sick of trying to pretend.
Same pain over and over again
How much longer do you think we'll stand.
So little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end.
I want it back one more time
Let me try one more time.
Live my life one more time
We never seem ready for this
It keeps on haunting me day after day. am i
Going about things the right way
Which truth's to pass and with which truth's to say
It's all so hard i'm just so damn afraid
Had about as much as i can take.
So little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end.
I'll want it back
I need the chance to live my life one more time
Give me the chance to live my life one more time
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